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I have been slack this week, not writing anything, but I have had tonnes of thoughts, that I probably should have noted down somewhere. Oh well, another time perhaps.
On Tuesday I didn't really give two tuggs about the Melbourne cup, I was just looking forward to the day off. I remember what it was like to live near the racecourse. The house down the hill from me had several stables on it (big property) and it use to house some the champions for the racing carnival. It was always exciting to see the horses arriving.
Cup day - well everywhere was pretty off limits, that is unless you enjoy being harrassed by drunken louts or catty Barbies twittering around in drunkeness. The usual routine was to hit the Anglers - a pub on the river after the Cup event and see just how many things you could do that you would regret in the morning. It was always packed, people were shitfaced and throwing up all over the place, there is ALWAYS a fight (or several) in the carpark, where someone gets bashed to the point of going home in an ambulance or in more recent times, knives have been more favourable than fists. So glad I am away from that now.
I stayed at home all day, but I watched the race without making a single bet.
A friend of mine had a gig on in Brunswick and I was going that evening. I was meeting my friend at Flinders under the clocks at 6pm, but I got a bit carried away with doing my hair, that it ended up being about 6.30pm. I should point out here, that the friend who was playing in the gig is someone I had never met face to face. I met her over Myspace, after my then asswipe boyfriend had tried to sleaze onto her. She messaged me after seeing my profile with a picture of him and I together on it and filled me in on all his little antics, including the bits about him saying he was single and living alone - when he actually was living with me at the time. That was 2 years ago and we became friends. Funnily though after we became friends, the asswipe deleted and blocked her from his friends list without any explanation. How nice.
Anyway, she lives in the same suburbs as my folks (like literally around the corner) we have been meaning to catch up all this time, but something always came up at the last minute. Anyway, I was off to meet her for the first time at a pub called "Don't Tell Tom" on Sydney Road.
E said he knew where it was, but actually didn't ahve any concept of where we were and how to get to said bar. So after up and down Nicholson street a couple of times, we had a bright idea of asking the tram driver and it turned out that we were acutlly headed towards a totally different suburb and miles away from where we needed to be. (Yes we caught the wrong trams to start with which ok was my fault) Evenutually made it there and arrived just before they were going to play the second set. I was suprised though as the band, me, E and the 2 other people were the ONLY ones there. Luckily it was a paid gig, but still.....how absurd!!
The music was great, and we hit it off face to face. we downed 2 jugs of beer, i can't believe I got tipsy on 3 glasses of beer. At about 10, we were practically stumbling to Brunswick station and as we all live in the same area - we got to take the same train home. Except for me, I stayed on when they changed at Newport to catch the Willi train. I was knackered when i got home, but was home with just enough time to get a good sleep for work the next day.
Fast forward Wednesday, Thurdsay and Friday (which was all boring because it was work) and here I am at the weekend. It was windy and shitty weather and I had to go do stuff. Trivial shit that I had been putting off but needed to do today. I have my friend from Primary school's daughters 2nd birthday tomorrow, but Im stressing because the toy I bought her is really big and I don't have enough of the same wrapping paper to wrap it with. Its a musical tea set (something i would have wanted when i was turning 2 im sure), I think i will have to wrap it half in Star Wars paper and the other half in Zebra print - How embarrassing! Oh shit, I forgot I need a card too!!! dammit! and the shops are closed now! Argh!
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[08 Nov 2008|10:29am] |
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I was going to do an update and then I forgot what I was going to write, so I had a looksie at everyone else's posts and got all wanky excited because I was requested to do something in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) rukirabanshee 's post, so Im doing the quizz thing. So, just as I copied and pasted all the questions, I remember what I was going to do my original post on, but I will do that later.
swiped from rukirabanshee
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
♛ Bec
♛ Bex
♛ Boodle (don't ask about this one, it's family pet name thing and I swear they will still be calling me that when I'm old and grey....which probably isn't that far off)
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
♛ read other people's posts
♛ Ate some bread
♛ Stressed over not having enough of the same wrapping paper to wrap the present with, for tomorrow.
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
♛ My sarcastic streak
♛ My easy going nature (probably to my detriment in a lot of cases)
♛ My taste in music
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
♛ I procrastinate too much
♛ I get suckered in by the 'wrong' types of people and I don't know why
♛ I let things get to me too much...things that shouldn't matter
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
♛ Spiders. I hate them, they make me physically ill
♛ Not being able to give up smoking, because i just love ciggarettes so much.
♛ Never owning my own place
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
♛ rainbow toe socks
♛ Purple tie dyed top
♛ my ugliest trackies you can imagine. (it's bed time soon)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
♛ MP3 Player
♛ breath mints
♛ Mobile phone
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
♛ My phone.
♛ My computer.
♛ My photos of Zoogie
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS:
♛ The Cure
♛ Tegan and Sara
♛ Chili Peppers
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
♛ Catching up with friends I haven't seen for over 10 years
♛ Not worrying about what other's may think
♛ Looking after myself
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
♛ The Con - Tegan and Sara
♛ Lullaby - The Cure (extended mix)
♛ God Killed the Queen - Louis XIV
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
♛ Saving
♛ Not to get sick and take time off from work
♛ Lose some more weight
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
♛ Spending 2 years with that fucking Narcissistic asshole.
♛ Not being with Zoogie the day she died
♛ Moving in with John-John, because i think if we hadn't moved in, we would probably still be friends.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
♛ Trust
♛ Honesty
♛ Faithfulness
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
♛ Sarcasm/Humour
♛ Using only environmentally friendly products and not adding to the pollution problem that comes from driving a car
♛ Giving my stale bread to the birds and over ripe fruit to the possums
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
♛ I used to weigh about 150kg's about 6 years ago (i think thats about 300 pounds for those of you that use the other system) I now weigh about 95 kg's
♛ I have never gotten my driver's license or driven a car.
♛ I have tattoo's all over my face
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
♛ Smile
♛ a good hair style
♛ Arms
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX:
♛ Doesn't play mind games or enjoy manipulation
♛ Is honest
♛ Genuinely cares.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
♛ Drive
♛ Grow my nails long
♛ Give up smoking (although I haven't really tried yet)
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
♛ Zoogie
♛ My Pa and Grannie
♛ People being nice to each other for no reason
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
♛ A new fridge ( i dont care if it's not brand new, but i don't want to be the one dragging it up the stairs either, i just want to wake up and see it sitting there in the corner replacing the current one.)
♛ A new phone, because my current one is giving me the irrites
♛ A holiday
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
♛ Im not giving that asshole any credit - he doesn't deserve any, but i learned from the experience not to be so trusting from the word go.
♛ My parents encouraged me to be different/eccentric
♛ My Pa always gave me good advice and not like in the tone of 'I told you so'.
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
♛ DVD watching
♛ Going to the Library
♛ Drinking with friends and talking shit whilst doing the drinking.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
♛ Find wrapping paper to fit the present
♛ Sleep
♛ Have the energy to do some more housework
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
♛ I'm happy with the job I have
♛ Im thinking about doing some volunteer work with animals. Hay fever permitting
♛ Professional Opp - shopper
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
♛ Japan
♛ Byron Bay
♛ Scotland
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
♛ Astro Boy
♛ Shaggy from Scooby Doo
♛ Daria
THREE BOY’S NAMES:
♛ Lucas
♛ Hamish
♛ Joshua
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
♛ Charlotte
♛ Sara
♛ Penny
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
♛ Travel the world
♛ Sky diving
♛ Learn the guitar
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
♛ Floopah
♛ Leaffan
♛ Company_Sin
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Gah! another shit day....I could post all about it, but it's just me whinging and that gets boring...even to myself!
I will say this though....there are a lot of people out there that need a good kick to the head and maybe a free seminar that covers topics such as regaining common sense, manners, personal hygene, how not to be a self absorbed cock rag and examples of why the world does not revolve around you.
swiped from leaffan
01. Do you have a tattoo?
No not yet....
02. How old are you?
still 30
03. Are you single or taken?
very, very single.
04. Eat with your hands or utensils?
Both - depends on what it is
05. What were you doing last time you daydreamed?
sitting at a cafe on my lunch break.
06. Ever seen a corpse?
Many.
07. Bob Dylan or Johnny Cash?
Both
08. How did we meet on LJ?
erm...by adding each other????
09. Whats your philosophy on life and death?
too deep for this time of the day.
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
hop a plane and disappear for a few days for a holiday.
11. Do you trust the police?
some, defo not the ones around here though
12. Do you like Country music?
Yuk no.
13. What is your fondest memory of fandom?
Meeting Robert Smith in 1992
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
my weight insecurities.
15. Would you cheat?
Never.
16. What do you wear to sleep?
really ugly trackies - im single so got no-one to impress other than myself and in that case, im choosing comfort!
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
Probably
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
yes and I would probably tell you how to do it too
19. If I appeared on your doorstep, unexpected, what would we do together?
Build sand castles, wave jump and be dickheads over at the beach.
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
short dag nammit! i used to have long hair, wasted my time/money/life looking after it.
21. Do you sing in the shower?
absolutely.
22. What's your favourite fruit?
Strawberries
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
Pop, Grannie, Zoogie
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
Interesting: I have a Vietnamese brother. Odd: I have never driven a car.
25. What was your first impression of me?
Fun!
26. Have you ever done drugs?
Yes
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Just did!
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On the train tonight, the guy sitting next to me kept yawning really loudly. On top of that, each time he opened his mouth, I copped a full blast of what smelled like a a toxic dump or he had been rinsing his mouth out with poop water all day. *Ugh* shivers...
Why don't the trains have windows that you can open anymore???
In other news...
It's 10 weeks from this Friday that Tegan and Sara will be here playing in concert. *strokes precious tickets*
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Inspired by siredurado , I decided to list my top 6 songs that get stuck in my head on occasion (from what I remember recently).
1. Ratcat - Don't go now
2. Butthole Surfers - Pepper
3. Spiderbait - Old Man Sam
4. The Cure - Inbetween Days
5. Tegan and Sara - Living Room
6. Devo - Whip it
Im sure there are lots more, but I can't think of any others at the moment.
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I just realised I have been sitting here for a half an hour, watching a moth get devoured by spider in the crack of my window.
Yep...I know it. I gotta get out more!
*squeals in a fit* The Cure is playing on the radio and it's one of my old favorites, I love it when I hear old Cure songs on regular radio, not Triple JJJ.
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So this very well could be the most boring post I have done, cos it's all bitching and moaning about all the fucktards that I face on a daily basis.
( Bogan Bitch scabbing for smokes )
( Sorry, but having a laptop on your lap does not qualify you as being handicapped )( Pavement hogs )
I had the worst day for customers too. I have nothing else to say except READ READ READ before you sign anything! there is a crowd of people ringing me everyday complaining that they have been over charged......
*checklist*
-Did you get a quote and cost discloser statement? (yes)
-Did you read it thoroughly? (no, you just signed it and sent it back along with your bank details authorising a debit)
Arrrrrghhhhhhh! Then I get the awesome experience of the whole life story including who did what, who said what and to whom and when and what they had for breakfast and the uncle who died and the family that's still overseas and the car that was re-painted and all this crap that doesn't mean shit to anyone. *DIAF*
Gah! 2 more days of hell and then the weekend....
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This might ruffle some feathers and for that I apologise, but my incredibly talented dad made these video's. I am also enjoying hearing him back on the radio again too....
au.youtube.com/watch
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This is just stuff he does when he's bored. He wrote the speaky and conjured up the music to go with it.
Phwoar! and speaking of feathers getting ruffled, I don't know what's funnier....the way he made John Howard's head balloon in size in 'Believe' or the comments that followed. It's interesting that some of he people leaving the comments think that by making nasty stabs at his appearance, gives them some credibility for an educated argument.
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I have the most inconsiderate neighbours living next to me.
Most nights I have to put up with hearing the 'high maintenance' girlfriend screaming like a banshee at her boyfriend. It starts at about 7pm and goes on until 11.30pm, just when you know like I have to go to sleep and get up for work the next day. On the weekend, it's the same except she's up at 7am on Sunday morning. Just rad if you have had a late night and just want to sleep in, like most people do on a Sunday!
Tonight, she has people over. Not a problem.
They have the door open. Again not really a problem. It's a nice, balmy night.
But....they are watching a movie with surround sound and it's way louder than it needs to be. Does she do this shit to piss me off on purpose?
I was lying in bed before and all of a sudden I hear this big growl, so much that my window shakes and then the sound of breaking glass shattering everywhere. Tyre's screeching, people screaming etc. I thought there was an accident outside. I got up and went to the front door - no it was just the bitch next door and the movie.
Come on! I know it's Saturday night, but if you live in a block of flats and share the same dividing wall with your next door tenant, obviously noise level needs to be considered. I mean do you think she would appreciate me playing Fear Factory whenever the hell i liked and at whatever time i wanted? I think not. and I don't because i do appreciate the fact that I share the dividing wall with other people.
What is it with people? Why is it these types who are so self indulgent at the expense of others?
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Gah I haven't done one of these for ages! but i'm still a sucker for a quizzle. Even though I know nobody gives a fuck really about the answers.
1. Do you like blue cheese?
Yes! but only this one kind
2. Have you ever smoked a cigarette?
a ciggarette? no how about cartons and cartons of them?
3. Do you own a gun?
Does a Super Soaker 2000 count?
4. What flavour do you add to your drink at Sonic?
What the hell is Sonic?
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Not at all and I secretly hope he will need to take some blood, because I love getting needles
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
Gross
7. Favourite Christmas Song?
Holly and the Ivy and any songs sung by those older dudes from the 40's and 50's
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Coffee
9. Can you do push ups?
Yeah but not that many :(
10. What's your favourite meal?
it changes all the time. At the moment I love spicy noodles with vegies and Prawns
11. What's your favourite piece of jewellery?
My elephant cuff and my rings
12. Favourite hobby?
Listening to music, PS2, reading, movies
13. Do you work with people who idolize you?
God no, but I think they want me to Idolize them....
14. Do you have A.D.D?
No
15. What's one trait that you dislike about yourself?
My weight insecurities
16. Middle name?
Kate
17. Name 3 thoughts at this moment.
1) I have to go to bed soon so I hope this doesn't take too long
2) I'm loving hearing my dad back on the radio again.
3) I should eat something.
18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday:
1) Packet of smokes
2) Jelly babies
3) much needed light bulbs (Coles has suddenly stopped stocking bayonet light bulbs and instead has stuffed it's shelves with fucking screw in ones! WTF is up with that!)
(Question 19 seems to have gone missing...)
20. Current worry right now?
That it will be raining again tomorrow and i will have the fantastic 15 minute walk to the station whilst trying to stop my umbrella from going inside out again all the way.
21. Current hate right now?
People
22. Favourite place to be?
My bed
23. How did you bring in New Years?
With some friends and then when they left, i'd kind of like to forget the rest that happened for fear of wanting to smash something.
24. Where would you like to go?
Thailand
25. Who will complete this?
maybe Dazz
26. Whose answer do you want to read the most?
definately Dazz
27. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Purple
28. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
Nopes
29. Can you whistle?
yep
30. Favourite colour(s)?
Earth tones
31. Would you be a pirate?
No, there is just something about attacking other ships and stealing from people who have less than nothing to start with, that just doesn't appeal to me.
32. What songs do you sing in the shower?
Living Room and I hear noises by Tegan and Sarah
33. Favourite girl's name?
Zoe
34. Favourite boy's name?
Luke, Cameron, Joshua
35. What's in your pocket right now?
Tissues
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
Dazz's post
37. Best bed sheets as a child?
I wasn't allowed a theme then...but I am now! so i would have to say my Blue sari print with the elephants
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
when i had to have my ankle reconstruction...they had to shave my achilles tendon and use it to sew my ligaments back together.
39. Do you love where you live?
yeah
40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
3
41. Who is your loudest friend?
Greenie
42. How many dogs do you have?
None :-(
43. Does someone have a crush on you?
I don't think so
45. What is your favourite book?
anything by Enid Blyton
46. What is your favourite candy?
Jelly babies
47. What is your favourite sports team?
I don't have one
48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
the theme from Ferris Bueller's day off....Oh Yeah...or something equally inappropriate
49. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
watching 'The Edge'
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning?
Shit! i'm late!
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I feel so very bad at the moment. Don't laugh and don't think I'm over reacting either.
I have just discovered that I have rats in my apartment. What a glorious discovery.
Last week I knotted the rubbish bag to put outside when it stopped raining. Unfortunately, it rained all night, so I couldn't put it out until the next day. I noticed a massive hole had developed overnight in the bottom of the bag. I just thought it might have happened when I pulled it out, because it was so full and the plastic may have ripped.
I came home from work the other night and also found some of the wood tiles in my kitchen (that were loose anyway, I have parquetry floors) had been ripped up and chucked about. It never occurred to me at that point that I may have had rodents, because sometimes they stick to your shoes and walking around just pulls them out.
For months I have been hearing a sort of scampering noise on the roof, which I thought was possums, but!.......
Last night I checked the cupboard where the hot water service is and there was shit everywhere! I nearly threw up when I saw it. So I rang the real estate agent and told them and they spoke to the landlord and suggested I get some Ratsak.
I got some from the supermarket, but I never used it before, because I always had my dog with me and couldn't take the risk of her accidently eating some.
I was reading on line before about Ratsak and I almost burst into tears reading the way that it kills them. Apparently, they eat the Blue pellets and then within 7 days they have a massive internal hemorrage and die!
That is so fucking cruel! They are animals too, christ some people even keep them as pets! and here I am killing them off with poison like some barbarian. Why couldn't they put stuff into them so they just go to sleep like it is when your dog gets put down, so there is no pain?
My mother thinks im a retard for thinking like this, but I seriously feel like the worst fucking person in the world, with no empathy or kindness.
I don't want to think about the sort of Karma I'm going to suffer for this, but at the same time, I don't care. I would put up with a lifetime of bad karma, than not have to kill them.
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People have become so openly opinionated and insulting here in Melbourne.
Yesterday, this bitch do - gooder has a go at me for smoking in the 'smokers' section. She said she found my ciggarette offensive. Thanks bitch, but i find your perfume offensive. I didn't think it was normal for people to bathe in their own urine, but you seem to think it smells nice.
Today, whilst minding my own business on the train, going to work I was looking out the window. All of a sudden, the middle aged man sitting across from me leans forward and starts shouting at me. He wants to know if i have my Ipod on full blast because he can hear one playing somewhere and it's disturbing him from reading the paper and that I should be considerate of other people. Excuse fucking me!
I was fuming! I did have the Ipod on, but I was trying to drown out the rest of the noise on the train.
Who did he think he was? Why could he not have said "excuse me, would you mind turning that down a fraction?" Is it so hard to be pleasant? If he had been nice about it, I probably wouldn't have been so pissed off!
I retorted as I got off the train....geez mate, get over yourself, I guess that's the price you pay for taking 'PUBLIC' transport.
I hope he says it to an un-savioury character in the near future , who tells him to go and fuck himself up the ass.
I hear Ipod's all the time, I also hear people shouting into their phones or talking at higher than normal decibels with the person sitting next to them.
He didn't seem to care too much that 'his paper' was shoved in my personal space, plus the shopping bags at his feet made it next to impossible to get in and out of the seats, meaning that people had to climb over each other just to get out.
I wish I had thought of saying something to summarise how inconsiderate he was being regarding the space issue, but I was so flabbergasted by his attack that I was dumbfounded.
Fucking toe rag...
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Things have gone to the pack again, turned to complete shit.
I got fucked over again.
If this is what i get to look forward to each time I meet a new guy........I dont want to meet any more. Rather be single for the rest of my life than put up with this fucking bullshit.
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He (M) made me feel so good last night.....I almost cried tears.
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I have met someone new. Here's the interesting part. I had a Tarot reading at the Mind Body and Spirit Festival in June. Now when I have a tarot reading, I never have it recorded as a rule. I like events to play out and then remember significant details from the reading. In my reading, this is the information that was given to me:
- I was going to meet someone within 3 months from the time of the reading (it was in June)
- They lived by the beach or in a beachside area
- I would be introduced to this person through someone else and I would be in the persons home when it happened. It would also happen by chance.
- They were good with their hands and it was suggested that they were some kind of tradesman
- He would be unlike anyone else I have ever gone out with
- Protective and family orientated
- Kind
As the medium used 3 different decks of cards, I asked what sort of features the person had:
The card that came out had Brown hair and Brown eyes.
In summary of this information, this is what happened.
It was sometime in July, I was on my way home from work. I stopped at Coles for some food. I went down the section that has the magazines. As I was browsing, a man appeared and asked me where the 'Men's Health' magazine was. He looked familiar. After having a chat for a few moments, he recognised me and said I lived at '221'. He was right. He was the other housemate to someone living downstairs. He gave me a lift home and whilst out the front, he called the other housemate. Apparently, there had been some talk about the noise i made when i moved in amongst other things hahahahaha.
I was invited in - the first people I had made aquaintance with since moving to Altona.
I stood in the kitchen (which was the same layout as my place). I was introduced to M.
Over the next couple of months (between July and August) my friendship with M began to grow. We started dating woo hoo lol!
So........
M is a qualified Chef.
He lives below me, facing the beachfront.
I was introduced to him through meeting his housemate at the supermarket.
He has Hazel eyes and Black hair.
He IS unlike anyone else I have ever gone out with.
He has told me of the consequences that will occur, should Zemorg feel the need the visit ever again, So I no longer feel afraid.
He loves his family and would do anything for them.
I am happy.
Further to that....he has just shaved all his hair off and it looks damn good!
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I haven't been online for ages on here and I will be going away for a bit until things are sorted.
The short of it?
Zemorg and I have finally split after 2 years and 3 months. It was a long, painful ride and it was just one of those instances where, it just seems silly to keep trying. He betrayed my trust 3 times and had no real incentive to stop, even while he knew it was hurting me. We are moving out separately at the end of the lease and he wants to be single for a bit to get his shit together.
I need to be single too for a bit. I was in between worlds when we got together, perhaps we moved too soon. I don't know.
Maybe we are both just not in the right head space for a committed relationship and we can't keep making and breaking up as a means to ignite emotions.
I was heart broken at first, because I believed I put everything I had into the relationship. To hear him say, he is over the whole concept of being in one, makes me feel like I wasted 2 years for nothing. I need to re-establish who i am again and get myself back on track. I feel weird. Numb, vague, broken, vulnerable and i cant imagine being with anyone else even when being in this relationship felt so doomed. He said he's not looking for anyone else at the moment, i don't know about that for sure, but i'd rather just not think about it.
At first I thought I missed the 'being together' element. After the betrayal, i know what it is now. I miss the time we shared during the period Dec 04 to Dec 05, everything after that seems to be pear shaped.
He wants to stay good friends, but im not sure I can yet. I haven't healed enough to be able to just hang out with him as a friend. I find myself looking at him now and he's different. Maybe I never really got the opportunity to know him properly at all.
I feel his new online buddies know more about him in the space of a few months, than what i got to receive in the 2 years. It hurts, that he can't talk to me like he does them.
I am also very scared of my situation. I don't have any friends around me and the lease is up in 4 weeks. I also don't have a job either. I feel like a lost child, I just want to be near my parents and feel wanted.
Even after all the time we shared together, I thought we were close. Close enough to be real friends.
I was wrong.
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oh, and in a matter of trying to console myself over the sold out concert situation....I am trying to convince myself that I am talented and not just a big loser and it was actually just bad luck on my part for missing out on RHCP tickets. (Even though I just found out they have been on sale since August last year but whatever)
So I made a new user ICON. (it's the one playing now)
I know it's basic, but I like it.
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I really wanted to go and see the Chili Peppers in April, but now I find out ALL their shows have sold out. (which I understand, because they are awesome)Why couldn't they be sold out after I had got some tickets though?
Oh and I checked ebay for tickets.......Yay! so many tickets to choose from! NOT.
I am having trouble, trying to contain myself over the bargain price of $549.
Just Fuckin' Rad.
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I have a new alias, thanks to
riptides10
doombah rhinodunkin.
I work for the NAB, now I know what to do when a dickwad customer asks for my name...
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stolen from tony2btrue2self Instructions:
1. Pick twelve of your favorite movies.
2. Then pick one of your favorite quotes/a quote than means something to you from each movie.
3. Post the quotes in your journal.
4. Get those on your friends list to guess what the movie is.
5. Either strike out the quote once it has been correctly identified, or place the guesser's user name directly after the quote.
EXTRA BRAGGING POINTS for the CHARACTER and ACTOR: That still can be answered if the movie has already been identified without that info...
1. "I wish the goblins really would come and take you away...right now"
2. "Woah, fingercuffs?"
3. "Thats all you got lady! Two left feet and fucking ugly shoes"
4. "Oh you idiot! you glued it on upside down, if god made you like that, you'd all be pissing in your faces"
5. "You know, on the outside I was good, straight as an arrow, I had to come to prison to be a crook"
6. "I have to work around here and unfortuantely you are a master at the art of time suckage"
7. "Shove your drink up your ass Tania, I would rather swallow razor blades than have a drink with you"
8. "If I let Jesus into my life, I will get to walk beside him in the kingdom of heaven. DID YOU HEAR WHAT I SAID!? WALK! beside him.
Well kiss my crippled ass, God is listening!"
9. "Get away from her YOU BITCH!"
10. "Say what again. SAY WHAT AGAIN. I dare you, I double dare you, motherfucker. Say what one more goddamn time!"
11."Disturbing the peace? I got thrown out of a window! What's the fuckin' charge for getting pushed out of a moving car, huh? Jaywalking?
12."You a politician, or does lying just run in your family?
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